it's been approximately ten months since i last posted - one could create an entire human life in that time frame. we've mostly just watched tv and became weirder together.
life is a funny thing. the more settled you begin to feel, the more the horizon changes. sometimes at night we talk in the dark about the future and take wild ventures of where we will be in 5 years. at the moment, neither of us can predict with certainty where we will be in 2 months.
we will likely be living elsewhere. but we're not sure where, yet.
we will likely still have our same jobs. but that is up for (constant) discussion.
we will likely still be us. but we may have a puppy.
or a baby?
hopefully a puppy first.
with everything up in the air anxiety wraps around my small shoulders like a cobra, growing heavy with each day of uncertainty and unanswered questions. while nothing can completely alleviate this overwhelming weight i feel, the consistencies in my life can: mr. k, my friends, my family, and my faith.
the one fact that i do know is this: with mr. k by my side, we can weather whatever comes our way - even this crazy utah weather.
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